The dust settles in my mind

I have found a way that makes it possible. The hook on the wall captures your attention just long enough to distract your attention inwards. I am not in need. The secrets are not knocking at my door because they have been allowed a place to sit on my mantle piece. I am sleeping soundly. all the nights are long but warm with this knowing. I am in the knowing and it tastes sweet to know you are in on it too. We have our secrets in a way the others don't. I am holding you in mind when I think, It is often I think of you but in a way that is different somehow. I am feeling the breeze on my skin as I sit outdoors and welcome the dawn. I welcome you in and welcome you out.

I am breathing you in and letting it go. The things that no longer serve us are trying to distract us in a way that is easy. I have come to know these things are not the way they seem. The dreams have started again. You are there but I know you are also somewhere else. Is it possible to have a dual existence. We are the good people. Monster don't come knocking at our door anymore. They have left us in a way that seems fair. I can see the water in the distance and every time I think I am getting closer I realise I am in exactly the same place but somehow I have moved forward with you.