The dust settles in my mind

The place I belong has suddenly shifted. Alone is a place I find myself in my head. I am never alone. Never alone. Never alone. Never alone. Reality has shifted again and again. I do not know these places. It’s all new but feels like remembering. You have always been with me. I’m so glad we get to be reunited in this life time. With you is a place I will always belong.

 Why are you here? Why are we here?  I touch upon the darkness like I am skating on thin ice. Its calls to be avoided and the reluctance is what pulls me in, a contradiction but this knows me well. Why am I here? Here you say but we are not really ever here. I am everywhere and nowhere all at the same time. I can hear the calling but turn away each time, fear calls my name and I pause. maybe I will take a peak this time this time it's different, isn't that what they all say. Skirting around in the dark and I invite it all in. Why are we here? To be bigger than this, to face all of this and more. I want it all and more. I will never stop seeking the distance and inviting it in to this life that I call mine. Why are you here? They cry. To not let you forget that you are here too and we can do this together. Always together until we are not.