I can hear the calling

 Why are you here? Why are we here? 


I touch upon the darkness like I am skating on thin ice. Its calls to be avoided and the reluctance is what pulls me in, a contradiction but this knows me well. Why am I here? Here you say but we are not really ever here. I am everywhere and nowhere all at the same time. I can hear the calling but turn away each time, fear calls my name and I pause. maybe I will take a peak this time this time it's different, isn't that what they all say. Skirting around in the dark and I invite it all in. Why are we here? To be bigger than this, to face all of this and more. I want it all and more. I will never stop seeking the distance and inviting it in to this life that I call mine. Why are you here? They cry. To not let you forget that you are here too and we can do this together. Always together until we are not.

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